it's been quite a while since i last came online.
as always lol.
all that i've been doing for the past few days can be classified as 'studying but not absorbing' :/
totally wasted my time cos when i did all those revision stuff,
i never read the notes or anything, esp physics, at least chem and math i still referred a lil.
and GG, econs.

went back to sch for 2 days to study
-intermission: just saw on kids central this ad for movie 'sing to the dawn' LOL it's animated-
then mostly it's consult the first day + badminton :)
then second day, it's study + food + bball :/
lol not v productive the last 2 days.
staying home today, hopefully can get more stuff done.
but i dun seem to have the motivation to start on GP :P
haha but i gotta start somewhere.

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也会自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

lol i was just online and i saw someone with the nick 'i love volleyball girls' come online.
then i clicked on it, thinking tt it might be jd since he had this joke with jaya
then i realised tt it's weihao.
just then his nick was changed to 'wtf bolt - see if you dare to look around during finals' or sth lidat.
then i saw it changed again to 'wtf bolt - sorry bolt, you dared to celebrate 15m before line. sorry bolt, i'll lick your spikes if you allow me to'
lol i was super amused cause just at tt time, i was watching the news on bolt's victory.
hahah bolt was super proud of his golden shoesxD

i wanted to send photos to chensin for the cls montage, but it's taking way way way too long to upload
):
but luckily most of the pics we took tt day were with adeline's cam,
mine got none of the four of us ):
shall go adeline's lj kop!
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kop dao le!

sisters! 1-2-3-4, hi-5! *piak!*


jd acting cute and -.-
i dun mean -.- as in diao, but -.- as in the expression -.-
xD
lol

we were planning to watch the tt match btw singapore and korea
but the ft uncle refused to on the tv, then in the end, he finally on it and made us miss the first match tt singapore won ):
the ft was totally packed with pple and everyone was cheering at every point li jiawei got and jeering/sighing at every point lost.
the rarely-seen singapore spirit was super strong tt day, like how we were all so concerned with singapore's performance in olympics.
weiguo and i were like commenting tt such spirit comes once in 4 yrs LOL.
though we lost in the end and everyone was super pissed tt we lost the game we could've won, it was still a great game cos jw put up an extremely tough fight.
it was 3-2 to korea.
BUT we got into finals in the end! thanks to feng tianwei!! woohoo!!
ahahhaahahah i'm so gna watch tml's tonight's finals! xD

lol during the match, i was smsing to lynn wadever was going on at the match, thinking tt she was just standing outside listening to the game.
then i realised after the match, she was actually at tkd rm there and reporting word for word every thing i smsed to the rest! lol she oso reported my last words 'shit lost..'
hahahah!
wish jy happy bdae, took one photo then went off in search of my bottle and came back and left again cos lynn wanna go (dun wanna eat cake!)
lol

went wei's house today to teach math. was supposed to reach there at 10, i woke up at 11plus.. ):
got there, gave her an impromptu math paper which she got A2 for and got super frustrated teaching her graph ):
i make a bad bad tuition tcher, i'll just kill whoever's taught by me out of frustration. sigh~
reached home, did nth much but abit of distri and went online (:
shall go spying now!
^^

it was a looooooooong morning on fri morning..
i thought it would nvr end ):

went to sch for celevrations, sat next to tw and ad during the parade.
tw totally spammed us with info on the diff marching stuff, like punishment for slping while standing there in squad(LOL), how he was a guard of honour, how bad the commander was at giving commands and blah..
actually it's not tt boring, quite interesting really.
at least more than the parade itself. LOL

then went back to cb and jd and ad went mia, leaving me with tw and peiwen and the rest of the cls.
i was super bored in the hall, though our cls did try to be gl and sang along with some of the national day songs,
tt part was entertaining though i did try to distance myself away from them
hahaah! :D
then came the performances,
cheerleading!
apollo was not bad, like qutie entertaining with tt act-nerd guy doing the super retro dances like, moving all parts of your body, 'cept for the body abd hips LOL.
chan mali chan was super memorable! ahahahah! shake legs and comb hair actions!
he was the only interesting performer sadly.
then was athena, it's so sian, i dn rmb wad it was.
magic trick: quite interesting but the magician is obviously not well-liked
lol
and he only did 2 tricks and wasted so much time..
-.-
then artemis cheerleading,
they sang this song by hossen leong which apparently tw noes the tune to.
one of the guys dancing in the middle was quite cute!
mad one, i pointed him out to mar during dance night LOL.
i rmb thinking tt the performance was super short like one song and it's over..
but then came the cheer..
zomg. they shouldn't have included it in.
the performers are not enthu and the audience feels malu..
tsk tsk..
then ares,
they're so professional with it, i feel paiseh for them.
like everyone took the cheerleading thing so lightly and they actually went to put in so much effort.
and they sure win one la lol.

i left after the ares performance cos tor sai was late alr, and ad and jd were not there then i felt sian cos tw was like zi-highing with the rest of the cls and i was feeling a little out liao..
so i left, and began this loooooooooong journey to the cip place.

we left via high sch so we've walked like a considerable dist alr.
then when we reached there, we're obviously late and everyone left.
then zj made lots of calls and we even walked under the HOT HOT HOT sun
AROUND the bishan sports hall to find out tt were not supposed to be there LOL :/
then like after walking for forever, we finally stopped and talked to some gp leader and there took our attendance.
then we slacked.
like seriously slacked, doing nth and just sitting there (facing away from the sun of cos), zj even suggested playing cards and tor sai was excited -.-
but we din play in the end and we even left early w/o waiting for the peeps to take the pledge.
and i finally ate my lunch after being starved for so loooooong lol
shared ppc with tor sai and we walked ard j8 for an hour or so.
i kept forcing her to buy this skirt
it's quite cheap for esprit at 19 bucks only! but she refused.. ):
soon after we went home..

that ended my sian morning. lol like so many things happened within such a short time, i din even mention the details of our looooong walk.

tor sai:'i stood under the sun for so long and i din turn darker at all!'
sai:'ARGH! i avoided the sun and i'm darker than b4!!'
T.T

argh have been quite busy for the past week.
like hw and hw and dno-how-to-do hw..
)):
esp phy.. i suck at it despite my results..
i dn understand the concepts i was just lucky..
)):
i felt quite sian this past week probly cos of the stress i'm starting to feel
then i sort of passed it on to other pple..
sorry!
*am reminded of tornado's blog entry: emo is disgusting!*
arghhhh!!!!!!
sometimes i just can't help feeling lidat..
like wad tor said, emoing causes others to feel emo too and make them feel sad then they'll dislike hanging ard you..
then you'll emo even more ='(
it's a vicious cycle..
so tt's why i should stay happy!
like how mar made herself stay happy despite her unhappiness!
lol i should learn from her!
or maybe i should just slp more..
slping makes me happy! and less sian, less sian = less emo, happier!
(((: smile smile smile!

just spent another afternoon writing and designing adeline and angelique's books.
i pasted more stuff in angelique's cos it's like a trend in her book lol
and i oso followed adeline's book's trend: looooooong letter writing style!
hahahaha

went for accapella 'listen now!' on thurs
the first group wasn't tt good but the rest were much much better!
esp the last group, jamaica's cafe(?), like so fun and funny! xD
i like anton's voice!! it's SUPER mesmerising!!
mar and i got totally absorbed into his voice!!
lol mar even commented tt i've got a stone look after listening to them.
they sang several songs tt i knew.
though i dun really rmb the names of the songs, i rmb being struck by how wonderful they sound.
onionhead emoticon: ahh~~
LOL
reached home at like 11, slpt at 1 plus and woke up at 4 plus to bathe..
Z.Z
totally went ZOMBIE the next day..
luckily i took 151 home, cos i slpt all the way to the interchange!
told ya, i need slp or i'll sian diao!

lol guoqi smsed ytd, asking if he can write in my book.
i was like ??? then i made the link tt he's with jd since they're sortof macs studying partners.
lol when i went to bed, they're still studying away..
stargazers -.-

Today...
give a stranger one of your smiles
it might be the only sunshine he sees all day...

lol i've decided to post today after all..


the 'shuyuan' pg is made using my bro's KUTZ machine! nice~




it doesn't exactly look symmetrical..




remix of twinkle twinkle little star! too bad cannot really see the words..
go take a look at his book!




i wrote those words..


i drew the spidey web!


the border of the red paper was slightly burnt, i did it :D
nice effect ((:


closet mugger!


worm:'kamikazee!'
*flies*
*splat!*

wah.. had the NCTs ytd so spent almost the entire day in sch.
shouldn't hv gone for the physics one..
i expect myself to fail after taking it.. ):
the chem one is better, i saw some H3 qns! LOL
then after tt, went to the dance studio, which was unlocked, and played music and camwhore for a while.
it was fun! playing with the bars there and gossiping abt pple :P

i spent like the whole of last night and almost the entire afternoon doing one thing - decorating shuyuan's autograph book -.-
cos he commented tt wadever i wrote in tingwei's book was scribblish and i'm pissed >=(
so i've decided to do lots of stuff for his book to prove him wrong!
and of cos, i had my rare artistic moments and, tgt with my bro's KUTZ machine, i've made his book v v nice!
i've taken some photos and shall post next time! (:

omg.. such a sudden and weird request..
O.o
like i thought it's sth else but it turn out to be this..
lol
shall go have dinner now (:

yayee!! going shopshop on fri with ly and mar and gang!!
woohoo!! i'm so gna buy sth to make myself happy!
esp after the horrible blocks..

lolol gna get back last paper tml, gp compre.
i'm so so so dead.
mar says she got killed by the qns, instead of the summary and the AQ.
i think i'll get zhammed by all three..
wahahah
i'm so gna get US
lolol

woke up late this morning!
at 630, my bro ask me wasn't i supposed to go to sch?
then i was like SHIT. GG-fied.
lol
then i blah blah blah and did wadever i did and rushed down to the busstop.
i must have had missed the bus cos i waited for like 10 min for the bus
and it refused to come!
):
reached sch at ard 8
then saw adeline and jiada walking towards canteen and i was damn shocked
O:
then they told me A Ho wanted to take our break tml to return us our compre cos he hasn't finished marking.
should've known.. no wonder he has to rush, we have to check eveyrthing by thur and our next gp lesson is on thur lol
just like phy having to return today.
anw, i confessed to mr kwek abt being late today and got my first demerit point!
should i frame it up or sth? hahah!
he quite kind la, giving me only late and not Very Late lol
mar complained abt mr kwek being so nice :P

omg.. i was just looking through the photos i've taken since sec3 and i recalled all the wonderful memories we had..
esp the section photos! argh! i miss them!! ))':
shall have a section outing like after A's!
haha and i saw all the prom photos.. i realised how fat i was then..
though i'm probly fatter now.
i'm my thinnest in sec 3 la so i look better in the older photos :P
shall start my diet tml!
get adeline to diet with me! :P
hahah i also saw photos of mar and lynn with their braces on!
lol it looks funny on them now..
i saw ttj's cute hairdo on prom night, lynn's purple scarf(?) and mar's low-cut dress! hahaha..
it's fun looking through all those photos, they bring back wonderful memories..
shall start taking lots of photos with mar they all and sisterhood and cls peeps
so tt next time i've got sth to reminisce (:
but then again, my cam's flash seems to be spoiled.. ):

A triplet of Babies here with US.
tt probly sum up my grades for blocks.

anw, i dno wad happened to my sakura buffet photos.. ):

woohoo! just changed my blogskin again!
it's so cute! wahahahah
i've got cuter ones maybe i can like rotate them..
LOL

din cut my hair after all haha
my mum told me not to..
i realised tt i took quite long for my hair to growth to this length and if i cut, it'll just go back to being qiao and all.
so i've decided not to cut!
(:

borrowed two books today!
both are trashy books but i like!
hahah i seriously need a breather after blocks..
speaking of blocks, we're getting back chem tml
O.O
and i'm not gna be there!
got dental.. wad colours should i get?
hahah i dun seem to be tt worried for chem LOL
cos like wad gen tan likes to say, it's alr cast in stone.
hahah

hmm i think i'm getting quite sian of blogs alr,
either tt or i just dun feel the urge to blog abt anything impt in my life.
it's like an open diary, i can't vent and write wadever i want w/o thinking abt the consequences..
please like i'll gossip abt anyone here..
actually, i will MUAHAHAHA
but i shall not.
haiyo, no wonder everytime i blog, i turn emo
sai..

haha forgot to blog abt kbox tt day,
as we've complained time and again, it's super uber ex.
+ on top of the movie and KFC lunch, i'm officially broke.
and ytd tkd JTS for exco we spent like near 10 bucks each..
T.T wo po le.. i'm broke.
LOL

ytd went for the PCS thing and got quite a few bags of 'goodies'
ok tt's not the main purpose but ya, i like those notebooks (:
hmm, i'm quite interested in IES and will probly consider SPRING too
since they give out like 20 per annum while the others are damn rare at 5 per yr ):
i should've gone for the JTC talk instead of AGD,
AGD is like sian totally.
heard from mar tt MAS is like wah gao gao zai shang de gan jue, unreachable, unattainable.
which is wad i expected since it IS the central bank of Singapore..
-.-
after the talks, we were famished.
we din get to eat the food tt we imagined there to have.. ):
both mar's and my stomach growled during the talks!
luckily no one heard mine, but someone SO heard hers!
*stares*
wahahahah!!
ok we went for lunch at MS foodcourt, mar and i shared this malay grill chicken set which tasted delicious! and chewy hahaha!
ttj bought this malay beef ball with rice thing and lynn ate 'chao ta' claypot.
i tried lynn's, it tasted just like how it lookedxP
then went to meet val and we went over to SG flyer!
lol i rmb commenting abt how come the ferris wheel nvr moves and lynn clarified tt actly, it does, very slowly.
then mar commented on the same thing again LOL.
we ate desserts at jalanpeno or however you spell it.
the oreo ice cream was just wad i wanted! the mango one was nice too!! ((:
we took several photos which i'm too lazy to upload now :P
then we went to take photo with subliming CO₂ and a flowing pool of H₂O xP
once again, photos next time.

then JTS at Shokudo! it's just like marche that time only it's mostly jap food there.
we ate jap pizza, some unagi omelette and banana choco crepe!
i was quite full alr so lynn and mar went on to eat rosti which i ate at marche!
played some bridge which i won in all the games, some daiti i lost
then off to take more pics and arcade!
lol we got zh excited abt playing shooting games at the arcade.
lynn and mar played initial D twice! i thought the route for initial D looks quite easy :P but i din play.
throughout the course of us walking through MS and citylink, i realised tt tkd pple are quite good at lagging, even worse than ttj..
they lag as a grp and then just wander off by themselves if they couldn't catch up LOL
the 3 of us have to go back and look for them several times.
hmm i think it's mar, she walks too fast, see the evidence on her legs XD
wahahah!!
dun kill me! :P

then there's tkd grading today!
i totally screwed up my pattern! ahahah
abit i was doing the first move, then 2nd then blah.. then when i face the front, i was like blank,
shit wad was i doing?
then i totally have to bring my mind back to focus or i'll just start doing ojang LOL
redid my pattern once but still faltered abit esp at the easy stances part, i did fwd.
hmm it's ok la, at least i can still laugh abt it, just dun laugh at me in my face can liaoxP
went off to lib to teach lynn sampling, or tried to since neither brought GC lol
then gave up and started talking hahaha.
then went home after tt.
i bought greentea which reminded me of the rope burns tt i got from all the goodie-bag-carrying ):
gta thank val, chris, zy and yz for helping us carry the bags at diff pts of time.
THANK YOU!
lynn, sometimes it's ok to take advg of your frens get help from them, we're there for you and you there for us! XD

i'm probly cutting my hair tml O.O
gta ask the person dun layer too much, ltr qiao like siao again..
hahah..

hmm.. so many things to blog abt, it's gna be a long post for me to spam!

i've seriously misplaced my trust.. on ADELINE. -.-
argh argh argh argh!
nehmind, for more details, read her lj..

shall not crap abt how much i've studied and my studying process since bt2 is over lol.
shall crap abt how i'm so gna fail GP and EC again..
...
i'm so gna fail them both *nods*
got back math paper today, did better than i thought, i screwed up qn 12 as i thought hahah..
at least i got one mark! xP

gen tan gave us a pep talk today, more like a scaring session :/
we've only 55 days left till prelims and this thought left me quite emo for awhile after EC tutorial esp since i din really understand IT
T.T
tt's why i wasn't TT happy when i got back math the following lesson..
now i'm getting emo again -.-
getting gd grades at math is crap.. wad i really wanna do well at are GP and EC and i shall self-quote: " i'm so gna fail GP and EC again.."
argh..

the scholarship thing today made me realise tt i really really dno wad i want.
i look at tingwei and adeline, both of them were like "i'm going for this talk and tt one."
but i'm like, wad's this? wad does it do?
i feel pekcek just asking those qns.. i STILL dno wad i wanna do..
ttj we're in the same boat..
):

did some CIP recording on isp today.
realised tt i've got v little hours like 12 only? ji sian.. after 2 yrs and i look back,
i realise tt i've wasted alot of my time doing nth..
this makes me wonder if i'm just gna let my life like waste away next time..
rot my whole life away.. if only i'm a vegetable, at least i'm still useful even when i rot lol.

sometimes, there's just this empty feeling inside tt makes me dun wanna do anything.
empty and sinking feeling, just totally emo i guess.
during such times, i'm only pdtive in blogging lol like now..
is it the post-blocks blues? how come like everyone (aka mar and me) are feeling so sianified and emo?
argh, i think it's just stress.
><

had sparex for the past 3 days.
overall i thought it was fun and tiring, even more tiring than last yr's,
probly cos i'm weaker then last yr haha..
not alot of kicking done compared to last yr, somehow i felt tt last yr was more effective in the sense tt we learned alot of stretching and kicking techniques.
this yr focused more on sparring techniques probly cos last yr we sucked at sparring :P
got closer to some of the juniors and found out tt they're quite fun and crappy to talk to ((:
and ate the revered waffles from canteen 2!
yay! i sparred and scored! lol which was a great improvement from last yr's 0..
all thanks to celestine! hahah
and my contacts of cos.. xP
was damn tired ytd, but i couldn't get back to slp once i woke up from tt bus trip out of ntu ):
wasted the rest of the trip home resting my eyes only..
haha maybe we can go again next yr :P
then they sure ask us if we joining them then i'll say no.. hahaha break their hearts

mum wanted me to go for this karaoke session with my relatives but cos i have to MUG,
i can't go.. and it's quite awkward to go, cos i'll be in a room alone with one other cousin and i'll feel quite paiseh to sing..
then she also wants us to go for this buffet thing in jurong east i think,
this one i'm going cos it's FOOD!
hahahah lol
and i want to check out the place then maybe next time sisterhood can go there since it's close to most of their homes anw.
see how thoughtful and self-sacrificial i am? hahaah
we shall go there to celebrate jiada's and tingwei's shaved heads :P
shall take neoprints too! ahahah!

feel quite sian now..
just now for awhile i felt quite stressed up, like everything's not going well for me right now and i kept eating and eating to relieve my own stress..
i'm growing FAT.
ARGH.

ytd went for co concert!
actly went to buy prezzies first b4 going.
wanted to buy this transparent umbrella tt lynn saw, but din buy, the other day.
but then, there's no more stock!!!
))):
lynn should've been more of an impulse-shopper!! then she would've bought it..
sigh~ hahah
so we bought this white one instead and wrote msgs for her during the concert!
lol
jiada and i wanted to buy sunflowers for her, but tt place only sells it in bouquets, and the stalks are out of stock..
so we bought a lily for her instead! with a fake sunflower!
hahah
the white one is jiada, the pink one is me, the soft-toy one is adeline, and,
the unriped one is tingwei!
wahahahahah!! the whole sisterhood is represented in flower-language!
(:

hahah!! i HAVE to blog this scene.
jiada, lynn and i were having dinner at kfc when, at the corner of my eye, i saw this person wearing a flowery clothing walking past jiada like going to sit next to lynn.
then i looked up, got a shock and totally BAO!!
hahahaha!!
i shall not mention who this person is, she feels paiseh enuff alr.. hahahah!

the concert was not bad overall, at least i din slp (and i was quite tired ok!)
my eyes were damn dry cos of the aircon blowing away behind me.. -.-
i was lucky i din have to smell the lily throughout the whole concert xP
oh ya, the 2nd song i think, the one with 3 parts,
it's IMBA loooooooong!!
tt's the one tt nearly made me slp hahah..
i felt like the whole song was repeated twice over..
O.o
but at least the tune was not bad, didn't spoil the whole concert for me (:

went to give the prezzies to the performers and took lots of pics!!
shall upload once i feel like it.
went home after tt and was quite tired alr.. zz..
lol 2 pple almost simultaneously sent me smses, asking me if i've reached home,
wonder if they've agreed to do so on the train hahaah.

sudden desire to play pokemon..
oh going to sch to study tml!
got dental tml :/ wad colour shall it be?

YAYAY!!! FINALLY it's over!!
wahahahah! h3's over!!
lol..
but i think i'll miss the lecturer and some of the clsmates there..
aiya!
should've exchanged hp numbers.. sian forgot..

went out with mar and lynn today to bugis while ttj rot away in co.
(adeline was playing bridge so she's not counted as rotting)
when we cross the rd to bugis st, it started raining heavily v suddenly la..
walk ard until i felt quite sleepy haha.
then when we walk back from dno where to the bugis main shopping centre, i see this girl carrying balloons and i was staring at her like I WANT THOSE BALLOONS.
but when she asked me, i din take cos i thought it's quite diff to throw it away cos i she bu de..
then this other girl came over and gave us coupon voucher for DONUTS.
lol tt one i immediately kop :P
so did mar and lynn! hahah i din even realise tt the balloons were for donuts until i see the coupon.
we bought one each, lynn bought almond-flavoured, mar bought tiramisu, and i bought CHOC.
we all i ate till my fingers were full of choc..
the donut is like choc cream coated with choc filling..
and when i bite, the filling spills and you get the picture.. -.-
ended up dripping on the floor too.. how unglam ):
then went for dinner and lynn and mar went off for band concert.
ttj abandoned me and went raffles place with them -.-
ingrate..

ok this whole post is getting kind of boring.. even i'm bored.. shall go search for more blogskins!
and co concert this sun!!
LOL
adeline wants SUNflower and her co concert is on SUNday. ok no link.
i'm thinking of buying a bouquet.. but gta share of cos, with sisters of cos!
hahah
force them to share! MUAHAHAHAHHA!
i'm broke T.T *sniff sniff*

had been studying for the past few days.. i think i burned my brain liao..
but if i stop, i'll forget everything,
tt's how i work, i noe.
can't stop now.. zz

those 4 lil words can be quite hurtful..
i dun like it when pple use tt word,
jokingly is ok, but if you seriously meant it, it's hurting..
and i really wasn't pissed, not sure if you're..
sry if i've said anything tt's equally hurtful..
frens?

everyone else who doesn't understand, dao me,
my brain just got burned from studying H3..
and contacts just blur my vision.. T.T no link..

okk.. mar just knew abt that thing.
she wasn't angry or anything, much to our relief.
so now, our part in it is over (actly, it was over a long time ago..)
and it's the start for them :)
all the best to mar!
we're behind you all the way!

went optics ytd, got my eyes checked.
din really differ much but still i got new lenses, gonna collect it on tues :)
tried contacts ytd and today, putting it in is quite easy,
but taking out is the hard part..
esp for my right eye, it blinked ALOT when i tried taking out..
since i can only wear it for progressively longer period of time,
and today is the 2nd day, i'm half blind right now..

studied for h3 test today, progress was quite gd :)
finished more than 1/3 of wad i need to study
just hope tt the following days i'll be as productive!

lol hols just started and i'm studying away.. how sad is tt?
and this post is v v incoherent cos i'm kind of tired right now..
ytd tt optician commented tt my eyes are tired
i totally agree..
like how the dark circles are getting bigger and darker..
and how my eyes totally went bloodshot when i first tried the contacts..
i cried ytd.
from trying on the contacts.. -.-

i realise i can be quite childish :/
it shows in all my gp essays, like i have no depth in my thinking..
then tt day mar told me tt tt guy is mature in his thinking
and i thought abt myself, how shallow i am, i dun even think abt my future..
but the world out there sort of scares me..
all the competition and having to find and build your own career out of nth..
wad if i dun like my job after studying so so much for it?
wouldn't tt be a waste of time?
tt stressed me up cos i have to noe wad i want really really soon..
and to get a scholarship, i not only need to have gd oratorical skills, but also a passion for wadever the scholarship is for, esp when there's a bond to it.
))):
in short, i'm not prepared for my future, time is moving way too fast for me.

confused, scared, worried

photos as promised! (((:

bdae celebs for zhiyi and kahwee!





comp/ camwhore day!


ojang girl teamS 1!! including a scary face + a monkey! XD


ojang girls teamS 2!!


imba golden pair!


celest! our BEST coach!!


presenting, HCTKD comp pple! ((:


ojang girls team with celest!


yo!


monkey-ness SPREADS!!! looks more like a volcano eruption though..


brown + green + blue = black!!


<33 HCTKD!

WE <3 pain, WE live to train! XD

yayee! thanks to all those who sent me good luck wishes today for comp!!
((:

comp was at bedok sports hall, i reached there in like 30 min when i timed an hr for it.. -.-
hahah was complaining to adeline how early i was..
overall, the comp was not bad, though i felt that last yr, the jnr girls aka jieying and gang were much stronger.
the guys' standards are ard the same as our batch's.
we've got 3 golds, dno how many silvers and dno how many bronzes!!
all 3 gold are from snr teams!
indiv maroon - nicole,
indiv blue - junjie and
mixed pair maroon - chris and ivan!
congrats congrats!!
for my team, we got silver, missing the gold by only 0.1
by right, we should feel quite sad and a lil disappointed,
but, like wad mar said, it's our silver, we did it TOGETHER
and tt's wad matters.
no matter wad others say, at the end of the day, we noe that doing our best is the most impt thing, and not the end result.
we went quite crazy after we've finished our pattern.
all of us were like zoning out cos the judges took quite long to display the scores
and when they finally compute it, we immediately bowed and went off the mats.
at that time, we caught a glimpse of our final mark of 7.000 and i think all of us were very very shocked O.O
and the silver still felt quite surreal like it's a dream.. hahah
congrats mar and lynn!!
shall post pics up soon after getting from meiying!

ttj and val came to see us do our pattern!
ttj commented tt we shouted very loudly at the end and tt lynn even took a huge breath b4 'ers'-ing!!! LOL!!!
according to her, lynn face was totally distorted at the last step XP!!
hhaha!

after the comp, we left for bedok central, choosing to walk instead of taking a bus.
i think it's a better choice cos we'd have stinked up the entire bus after sweating for the whole day.. hahaha
ate dinner at this HUGE kfc!
it's imba big can! lol..
had much fun at dinner, joked ard a little with huangrong and gang and the jnrs and laughed alot!
it was great fun!
we totally re-arranged all the tables and chairs at that corner of the kfc LOL!

just now was quite high, but now the exhaustion is starting to set in and my throat is starting to feel very sore cos of all the cheering..
shall rest and catch up with sch wk tml!

mood: great sense of achievement, relieved
(((:

sian today had showcase and i totally screwed it up,
do wrong moves for o jang, have no power, no impact, not impressive and most imptly, i'm like way slower than lynn and mar..
esp for the side kicks.. i think we really really need solid training for like an hour or 2 before the actual comp cos i really need time to warm up and not only do some stretching..
and bedok is DAMN far away.. gna die on mon again.. of exhaustion.. SIAN!!
look on the bright side: it's all gna be over this weekend!
monday most prob going out with val and the rest! (((:

today went for SHAKE MAD dance night!
wah mar and i went at ard 6.40 lidat and alr got pple queuing up to go in alr..
heng i see adeline in front who kindly let me cut her queue!
THANKS A WHOLE BUNCH ADELINE!!!
*muackxx muackxx!*
(i shall let you off for ganging up with cheryl to attack vulnerable me..)
val came late! tsk tsk! later than ttj!! MUAHahahahah i'm trying to spark off another argument btw the 2 of them!

the dances are all damn cool!!!
the first one i din really look at the dance, but rather, the pple dancing.
haha spotted familiar-looking pple and gossiped with mar for quite awhile! hahah LOL
then there's the chinese dances.
WAH kitty totally caught my attention throughout all her dances!!
she's so graceful and she dances so well! my future daughter shall aspire to be like her! X)
lol and saw this cute J1 guy dancing hiphop i think..
and mar thinks tt he looks like tt campus superstar contestant, yu yang..
who is OMG er.. -.-
i immediately disagreed lol..

the J2 hiphop routine is damn cool!
i think One Missed Call and PotLuck are the best dances of the night!
or at least the ones tt i enjoyed the most.
One Missed Call started with HP music! which jiada complained abt and which i'm going to change soon.. haha
i'm not too sure which dance it is, but jiada made an act-cute face onstage during the dance and even transformed into an Indian for awhile LOL!
he seemed quite proud of it when adeline and i pointed it out..
PotLuck is not bad too cos can get to see like BBoy-ers dancing with modern girls using modern moves and stuff.. quite unusual for them to go so 'gentle' hahah!
Newton's Fourth Law oso quite good cos it's coordinated!
i think the part where jiada did his mills was quite imba..
he turned like 3-4 rounds la!
and i thought he could only do 2!
O.o can tell he really put lots of effort into his dance to make it a success.

lol i gave jiada honey stars cereal and a blue star with a card after SHAKE
cos he's the STAR of the night! LOL
i thought it was quite ingenious XP

ok tml no training but i'll be training at home to perfect my side kicks..
shall not do too much or i may just strain myself and cost the others their chance to win..
btw, heard from lynn tt blue belt has no semis, only finals.
this is bad cos i usually performed better during the 2nd round cos first round is just like some warm-up session to let me get used to the setting..
but now dun have tt chance anymore, MUST get sth tt's better than 6th!
hopefully not last can liao.. :P
and we're the first group for the blue belts.. HWAchong wad.. SIAN!!
hahaha

had fun today, shall change my blogskin ltr, going to bathe now
so tt i'll be xiang xiang! :))